Just my little escape

A year ago

2011-12-22T01:39:00.000-08:00

11.12.10

On this date, a year ago, i took one of huge decisions in my life.

11.12.11

A year has passed. We have been through lots of laughter and tears.

"no matter what, i hope we will always have a happy tomorrow together"

Thank you for finding me!

Happy 1st anniversary!

Bali

2011-10-24T05:55:00.000-07:00

This place is devastatingly beautiful.

Wishing to be back there with the loved ones.

You?

2011-09-04T07:59:00.000-07:00

A boy once asked his mom, "How will I be able to find the right woman for me?".
The mom answered, "Don't worry about finding the right woman, concentrating on become the right man."

♥

Every one is worth knowing

2011-07-12T00:09:00.000-07:00

It has been gazillion months since i have the urge to update this blog. Well, today i just feel motivated to update this.

This wont be a long blogpost as i blog only to remind me and keep my memories written. I just want to blog about what who where appearing in my life lately.

WHO

Now, i'm with a guy. A super funny, lovable and kind-hearted guy. In short, he is my most favorite guy. :):) I am head over heels for him. *awww

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and... Here he iss! TADAAA!

The flabbiest yet my most favorite boy

WHAT

What happened lately? Well, i will have to spend quite some times to recall and to pour them in writing, which is too tiring. So, I will just post about what happened yesterday.

Yesterday is the seventh month me and him officially being together, and here is what i got for him as a simple reminiscence in the future.

as always, blue always attracts me better than other colours. :)

*) FYI, the envelope is blue.

WHERE

this is the place i spent most of my days in. say like....15hours.

sneak peak on my desk

my favorite spot. It's nice to have photos of people you love. :)

The dried rose!

Saying hello to my new pal, the Meocup!

Introducing Vina! The funniest roomie ever!

AND.. Last but not least, i got these from my boy's boss. Buuuut, too bad it's not green tea kit kat, although it looks like one. Blah! :(

Well, till the next post! Ciao

Letter to you

2011-01-20T18:19:00.000-08:00

Dear you,

Thank you for finding me.

I have never regretted for your presence in my life and i hope i never will,

Now...
your presence means so much for me that the thought of me might lose you one day suffocates me.

I often feel tremendous fear inside knowing how dependant i am on your presence,

But, you always manage to make laugh and you enter my life with brighter colors.

You may be my disguised fairytale.

Love,
Me

2010-12-05T19:29:00.001-08:00

I miss waking up to a simple good morning greeting that can put a smile on my face.

mistake?

2010-11-14T03:18:00.000-08:00

What i have right now, people keep saying it's a mistake. Part of me is also afraid so much that this might be a mistake, and yet i still want it. Heart over brain. :s

And suddenly i heard this script from How I Met Your Mother.

Ted: No, it's not an adventure, it's a mistake!

Lily: OK, yes it's a mistake. I know it's a mistake, but there are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake but you don't really know it's a mistake because the only way to really know it's a mistake is to make the mistake and look back and say 'yep, that was a mistake.' So really, the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake, because then you'd go your whole life not knowing if something is a mistake or not. And dammit, I've made no mistakes! I've done all of this; my life, my relationship, my career, mistake-free. Does any of this make sense to you?

Well, somehow i felt it suits me. And yes, i will try to go through this. Despite it will be a mistake or not in the end, i guess my happiness is one thing that matters. But let's keep finger-crossed that this will not be a mistake, or if it is a mistake, please don't let it be an awfully miserable mistake. *Please God*

Universal's conspiracy

2010-11-01T04:31:00.000-07:00

the universe is in conspiracy.
It made us meet each other,
fall in love,
enjoy every single second of us being together,
but in the end, we may be set apart.

Miracle and shooting star are what i need right now.

I could use these much of wishing stars.

different dimension

2010-10-20T19:29:00.001-07:00

We live in different parallel world.
Everything looks the same,
everything looks okay if we're together.
but i know we will have to go back to where we belong.

Happiness? everybody can have it.

2010-10-11T02:15:00.000-07:00

It's been zillion years since last this blog was updated.

Well, i can always say that my life is, somehow by the grace of God (sth i thank and be grateful enormously), going great. Despite the pebbles along the journey, i can confidently state that my life is awesome (or maybe it's not if you see it from other ppl's view, but who cares?).

i just want to share 8 basic reasons why you have to be grateful (this is merely my random thought though):
1. By the moment you wake up in the morning, you find yourself is still breathing;
2. You have chances to have meals, despite it's once, twice or more;
3. You have families, despite the fact you are close to them or not (note that you wont be in this world w/o them);
4. You have complete senses (even when you are not, please see reason no. 1);
5. You have roof to cover you;
6. You have friends, despite they are fake or real (at least when they are fake, you feel like you are having friends);
7. You have awesome God (for this one, you must be faithful person);
8. Your existence in this world means something (if you feel you are useless, throw away that thought, and think that you merely havent found what is the purpose of your life).

disclaimer: the reasons in above list do not apply cumulatively (each reason is the reason why you should be grateful).

Well, maybe people who coincidently read this post will think that i can say that bcs i am a lucky happy person who always get what i want. But guess what? you nvr know what i've been through. I dont know whatother people have been through as well, so im not in the capability to say that i suffer more, but keep in mind that neighbours' garden always seems preetier than ours. If you keep comparing yourself and your situation with others, you'll never feel contented of your life ( i have passed those i-envy-you stage and it brought me nothing but dissatisfaction and unhappiness). I know that this is easy to be said, but it's hard to be done. However, this is just the matter of habit. Do it repeatedly is the key. Once you focus on not being envy with others' life, you will be eventually, and voila! your life is happier. :)

Ehem, i dont want to blabber too much. Let's call it my silly though #1. It might be #2, #3 or else.

This is also kinda a reminder for myself in case the envious evil keeps coming to my life.

Ciao ppl.

Remember that "Life is simple, maybe it's you who complicate it. :)"

L***

2010-09-02T09:21:00.000-07:00

"If only love is as simple as boy meets girl."

- tumblr

*****

when there's hello, there's also goodbye.

2009-10-26T05:39:00.000-07:00

heya! lately there's nothing in my life which is interesting to tell. :) my life was so bland and flat until 21st october! i get a sleepover that day, because my beloved besties was having her birthday on 22nd. So me and othersplanned to give her a surprise at midnite! yeeha! the surprise was success and we're having a blast! it really is a bliss. i really want to share my happiness, however, im not able to upload the pics, since we're taking photos by my friend's camera and she hasnt uploaded any. promise u, will upload them soon after i get it. :)

and another exhilirating thing is Ryo was coming to Jakarta! i got aJapanese friend who came to Jakarta on 22nd.and it was really a pleasure to be able to meet him, since last time we met was like a year ago. :) buuuuttt, he only came for 2 days. *sob* what a very short time we had. he is such an affably man and he is smart! which..... makes u comfortable while talking to him. i spent those two days with Johan Kurnia, my last year Asia Cup Teammate, and some UI's fellas. it was a super busy two-days, but it is an unforgettable memory. we had so much laugh together. ahh.. but, as i say, when there's hello, there's also goodbye. When it came to the time that we had to take Ryo to airport, i feel sad and a lil bit glooomy. hahh.. dunno when we'll be able to meet again. *sob*

meeting ryo arise my memory about last year competition in Japan. and im seriously wanting to go back there!! helpp! is there any kind-heartedperson that will give me the ticket to Japan? *eyes-blinking* ahh.... iwant to, i want to, i want to. I'm looking for some exchanged students program, so im able to hit Japan once more. ahaha.. very eager right now.

wont chit chat any longer. just share pics for y'all to behold in. :)

at Monas

at lara Djonggrang

at museum Fatahillah

at Cafe Batavia

the wind blows strongly on Monas's topdeck

taking Ryo enjoying Sour Sally right before his departure. :)

that's our two days short trip. Hopefully will be able to redo this! yeay!

xoxo

do i need a title? NO!

2009-10-19T03:46:00.000-07:00

actually i cant find any good title for this post. ehehehe.. :P so i decided not to put any title. pardon my lack of creativeness.

my life lately is flat but happy. my life has returned to normal. i have to bear in my mind not to cry over the spilt milk. thanks to my my family, my friend and my God. :) buuuuttt, what i can say about me is i am turning into an indolent pig! each of my friends has been one step ahead. and me? left behind with nothing. one of my besties, mellissa hidayat, had been accepted in a lawfirm as internee. Frankly i envy her, but i am so proud of her, cause i know how hard she has tried for this. If you read this mel, happy for you. Congratss! *smooch*

as i have mentioned in my post before, i'm going to have my TOEFL exam. the ideas of me having TOEFL exam feels like deadly virus slowly infecting me. im not exaggerating. i really feel suffered. haih.. when it crossed in my mind that i have to pay $165 for something i dont really need! groar! it does make an extra burden for me. what if i got a bad score?! argh.. hushh.hushh.. cuih..cuihh.. *exhale inhale*.. no..no.. i'll surely pass with a flying colour! amin! :) pray for me, will ya? :)

i'm doing my thesis now, considering tomorrow i have to hand in the chapter 4 to my lecturer. i feel wanna puke right now. i spend 4 hours in front of my lappy, and i only produce like 7 or 8 pages! by George!! tomorrow i have to be serious and ask my lecturer everything i need to finish my thesis. *crossedfinger but whinning*

anyway, recently ppl around me got married. so happy for them. i was having wedding parties for 2 days in a row. can you imagine how exhausting are those?! the weddings were held on last Sat and Sunday. on Sunday's wed, me and my besties, Deska Legira, Vinda Marcella and Renny Sopendi, are going to be "receptionist" aka penerima tamu. so they sleptover in my place after the Sat's wed. :)

wont talk any longer. just enjoy the shot! :)

random pics of the weds! :)

Last but not least,

have a brand new day for the newly weds! :)

xoxo

our silly shot!

2009-10-08T05:17:00.000-07:00

hola fellas! i am supposed to do my thesis actually, but i got bored soon. haha. so i decided to update my bloggy! :)

not much to tell lately. just my heart's thumping when the idea that i have to take TOEFL IBT test, crossed in my mind! grr! the idea is suffocating me. it irks me so much. God please bless me in that test! fiuhh.. well.. there is another silly thing that annoys me. It's my BRUISE. haha.. it really rankles me. if i am using shorts, mo matter where i go, people swivel their head to behold my bruiseas if i were a victim of domestic violence. huh... well.. stop being a whinger. :)

anw, me and my sister did silly action to kill the boredom.. we were having some shots! haha.. have a sneakpeak of the pics. :p

yeah! ga ada kamera, kalung pun jadi! :p

dense pose :p

casting for Ayat-Ayat Cinta 2

sweet pose ♥ ♥ ♥

ayey captain! lost my eyepatch!

my sister Sadako-look-alike

kelakuan si kucing garong! grrr.. miaow!

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xoxo

♥ ♥ ♥

HAPPY B♥TIK DAY! :)

2009-10-04T20:03:00.000-07:00

on 2nd october,one of our cultural, BATIK, was acknowledged by the UN as one of the world heritage from Indonesia. what a proud me as Indonesian! :) it's something great, so nobody can steal it from us ever. to celebrate it, most of ppl wear Batik on that day, include me and my sister. :)

well.. i actually think that when malaysia allegedly stole our culture, indirectly it brings good effect for us, the Indonesian. We're motivated for having more nasionalism in ourselves. We should wrap ourself in a flag! no matter how bad this country is, u live in this country, thus u must respect this country. let's preserve our country, just by doing simple thing, if u have foreign friends, tell them how beautiful and rich Indonesia is, in spite of the bomb. if it isn't us to save our own nation, who else?

oh yeah! there is other thing happened in Indonesia. It's the earthquake in Padang. My deep condolences for those ppl. :(

anyway, my friend, widia, was back from taiwan, for only 2 days. today she has flown back to taiwan. huks. :(( luckily i could meet up with her in her bro's wed. :) we had much fun there! we're having photo session as if we're in our own wedding party, a.k.a very confident (it's so sheepish when we acted like crazy ppl who never been shotwih a camera before) . but im happy to see her, it was exhilirating. ♥♥♥

on Sunday, something mortifying happened. I FELL DOWN AS IF I WANT TO CATCH A FROG. grr! and i got a as-big-as-an-egg bruise on my right knee. and my feet and hand are all black and blue. *sob* i'm wondering why i can fall down? im not in absent-minded mode. *hmm*

my eerie bruise!

but, not even the fall can stop me form fulfilling my desire to have sour sally. hehe.. X) After the fall, i hit Taman Anggrek with my lovely granny, my lil cousin and Claudia Phankova. as usual, i'm having shaved ice double. :D FYI, the new falvour from sour sally, BUBBLEGUM, tastes good! i think it is even better than the other flavours. :) *mouthwatering*

oh yeah, for you guys who like to watch TV series like CSI, i got one title for you. It's ELEVENTH HOUR. it's a good movie, it even makes Claudia Phankova addicted to watch it. I love the main lead, Jacob Hood. He's as genius as Patrick Jane in the Mentalist. i ♥ them both.

well.. wont talk any longer. just show u the pic. Enjoy!

silly action with my old fellas!

costume in Batik day! :)

my greatest granny and my lil cousin

good news: in the end of this month, i will have my japanese friend comes to visit Indonesia. Hopefully i can give him a good impression about Jakarta. any suggestion where to go? sont hesitate to drop a comment. :) your comment is completely welcomed.

xoxo

food and busy!! ♥♥

2009-09-27T06:50:00.000-07:00

food and keeping myself busy are the most effective painkiller. LOL at least that's what i think. :)

for the last two days, i am utterly knackered! my life is affected by Lebaran symptom -all maid are back to their hometown-. it caused me being forced to help my uncle in mangga Dua as an casheer. It's damn tiring! i really felt morose, especially when i knew i have to help on SATURDAY! hello?! Saturday is supposed to be my free and holiday! but, i cant refuse to help cause my granny has asked me to help. i would feel really guilty if i did refuse to help. but, i were grumbling to my granny and i did feel relly repentant for that! sorry granny! :) love ya! ♥♥

well then, my saturday ended up by being an casheer in mangga dua! oh yea! it also ruined my plan to hit sushi tei with my besties. grr! :( *gosh! i'm such a whinger*

after experiencing two-day-being-casheer, i am ABSOLUTELY salute with the workers. gosh!how can they bear to work like that?! it's really ........ well.. i cant find exact word to depict it. it makes me shuddering when i recalled those two days.

but, it is so true that there is rainbow behind the storm. hehehe.. by the merciness of my granny, i finaly can hit sushi tei today, along with my sister. X) banzai!! by the time we arrived, it didnt take much time for us to consider what to order. since me and my sist love to eat very much, we ordered a mountain of food. we had salmon belly soup, salmon maki, salmon skin fried, kani tamago maki and tuna salad mentai (a set of 8 sushis). we're only two person! and those food were waiting to be eaten! the result: felt like my tummy's gonna exploding! hahaha.. another shocking action : we hit sour sally and had shaved ice double. LOL

today's greedy menu!

well.. as i say, food and being busy always help to endure my so-pissed-off after broke up.

today's supporting quotes:

"Breaking up is not a stupid thing; instead it makes you a better person and realize your mistakes."

"Letting go of someone dear to you is hard, but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the same is much harder. Giving up doesn't mean you are weak! It only means that you are strong enough to let go!"

"Someday we'll know if love can move a mountain. Someday we'll know why the sky is blue. Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you."

yup.. that's what i'm doing right now. letting him go. well.. I'm not saying there wasn't anything wrong, I just didn't think he'd ever get tired. let's just say that maybe fate plays a fool on me. as the wise says "for every minute u're sad, u lost 60 seconds for being happy". so, i decide to have a happiness in my life rather than sadness in my life. sounds selfish? maybe, but everybody wants to be happy right?! therefore, i try to live my life as incredible as possible. hopefully i could do that. high and up to the sky! *crossfingered* :D

may my burden be thrown up to the sky! xp

i wish :

"may happiness always be with us"

♥♥

xoxo

n.b to readers,dont hesitate to leave comments on the cbox bside. :)

My world has tumbled down

2009-09-24T07:06:00.000-07:00

yup! my world has tumbled down. what an effing nuisance! as what i mentioned in my post before, everything can turn upside down in just a blink. I can say it now with full-confidence that it is absolutely and undoubtedly true.

today something hideous happened, and it is indeed hard to be gleaned. i keep pondering why it could possibly happen. I mean, yes, we kept wrangled for a period of time. but, it's just incredulous. you could accept it for quite a long time and now you said you couldn't. honestly, it just didnt make any sense for me. but, yeah.. well, i just have to admit that maybe our thing just won't thrive. if u asked me whether i'm mad, i'll answer you "yes,i'm indeed mad, but i'm telling you now that no matter what, i had a very memorable and precious time with him". hmm.. maybe it's me who feel too content by our situation this whole time. that's all. the end of story. *it happened eventually, sad huh*

well.. maybe it's just time to grow, just like what Lemar said. i can't let my myself fretting over what has happened. here i quoted his song. :(

Last night I tried but I couldn't sleep
Thoughts of you were in my head
I was lonely and I needed you next to me
Life is harder since you left
I never meant to do you wrong
And now all is said and done
I hope you won't be gone too long/ No

[Chorus]
Where do I go
What do I do
I can't deny I still feel something
And girl, I wish you could say you feel the same
You've broken the bond
I gotta move on
But how do I end this lonely feeling?
You've gone, I'm here, alone
I guess it's time to grow

I try to speak, but my words never catch the air
Like you never knew I was there
Take me back to the days when you really cared
Can we make love re-appear?
I can't go on the roads too long
And now all is said and done
I can't go forward if my heart's still where i'm coming from

Crying time is over
I know I can't control her feelings
If she won't return, then I guess I'll be a man
and move on

Time to grow / And move on
Make life better than it was before
Time to grow and move on
Make love better than I did before [repeat]

Though you've gone / And I'm here, alone
I guess it's time to grow

and also i found this lyric, i dunno exactly how the song is, but the lyric is great! it named hello houston by starting line. *i cut down part of the lyric which i think not quite suitable*

you say if we were to wait
some things just might be changed
I say that I dont have the strength
to fuel a burning flame
speak to me
what can I say, we just live too far away
that's a shame that love can't make you stay

sweet thing
I hope that you know I'm wondering where you are
You say this could work someday
when you and I both know this is the end

and also i have these quotes from my sister :

"It's like my mind knows what's right but my heart is being retarded and still cares."

"Everyone wants happiness, no one wants pain, but you can't make a rainbow without a little rain."

"Parting of loving someone is learning to let go."

well.. my feeling is a totalmess right now. but, nothing to be regretted for. I'm pretty sure that God has His own mighty plan for all this. if we're destined to be like this, then shall it be like this. i guess it's just the time for us to grow.

i care about you and thanks you for all the moment we've shared. though you're no longer mine, u'll always be a part that i'll never forget. :)

THANK YOU

upside down just in a blink.

2009-09-22T00:46:00.000-07:00

happy eid mubarak! though a lil bit too late.:pp

i pass these few days happily. on saturday and sunday i spend my days with my bestmates. i went to Serpong, cause i feel bored with jakarta. so i guess i need kind of new environment. :) so me and my bestmates went to Summarecon mall Serpong. The funny thing is we got lost. what a shame! but it's hillarious! we asked for direction around 4-5 times. :)) okay! enough fot the lost part. next we're watching G-Force. then im having an early dessert with vinda marcella. we're enjoying Tiramisu! yey! :)) then we're having our dinner at Bandar Jakarta alam Sutera. it tastes yummy!

the next day i spent whole day at home. having sore throat and influenza. but luckily he come to visit me. and we're playing MONOPOLY. guess what!! i'm the millionaire! haha.. i think i have a very good luck in real estate. *i sound so conceited* pardon me. :p

on monday, me and my bestmates went to Senayan City. soon after we arrived, we hit Burger King for alittle bit late lunch. FYI, BUrger King's fries is plenty as if you're a ravenous consumer. hahaha.. well, i got two wallets which are cheap and good-looking. :)

enough with the talking part! photos depict much.:)

several photos in Bandar jakarta

an early dessert that i mentioned before

a cute etalase of a resto *sorry forgot its name*

two losers! :p

proudly present the MILLIONAIRE! :p

snap shots in BK. :p

I heart the greenish! :p

two invitation's design which i made for my cousin. He's almost a month now!

JUAREZ! a silly Guinea Pig

i got this quote : When a man truly loves and wants a woman, no price is too high.

Anw, i learn that everything is very fragile and uncertain. even the happiness can turn into a sorrow in a blink. when it happened, it's really knackering. So, enjoy every second of happiness in your life, cause it can disappear in any time. live with no regret!

They rock! ♥♥♥

2009-09-17T06:22:00.000-07:00

hey hoo! back again. :) For me, today was a great day. I have to admit that my life is filled with more joyous today. I met my besties at Puri today. It always feels good for me to see them since now we seldom meet each other cause we are no more going to campus everyday now. Sigh. quite sad. :(

we agreed to have lunch together at Red Bean (free ads) . It's our favourite resto *ithinkredbeanshouldpaymeforpromotingthem* :p well as usual when seven of us have gathered, time definitely fly faster than the fastest jet. if i wasn't wrong, we spent around 2 hours there, even the family beside us whocame later, has left before we did. our bad! haha.. sometimes our voice can be air pollution for our surroundings. here i declare my apology for all people that feel annoyed by us. HAHAHA!

after that, of course there always be a time for us for sour sally-ing. :) as usual we ordered Shaved Ice double. Slurp! well.. being with them is always be a pleasure for me. we've been friends for almost 3 and half years, and they are my most-loveable-friends-that-i-will-never-want-to-lose. hahaha.. suddenly, im missing our time back there.

when we first go to Bandung

an after-exam's tradition. having a large dinner!!

several campus event where we worked together.

i quoted this : "It seems to me that trying to live without friends is like milking a bear to get cream for your morning coffee. It is a whole lot of trouble, and then not worth much after you get it." -zora neale hurston-

actually i cant find a suitable quote for expressing my feeling for having such great friends like them. they are way too great to be described. hhahaha..

"A partner in crime, a thief of time, you will always be there for me in the end, you are always my dearest friend."

"Friends are the family you choose."

"Anyone can stand by you when you are right,
But a Friend will stand by you even when you are wrong."

thanks for always being there guys! :) love all of u ♥♥♥

dedicated this post for my besties : VindaMarcella, GraciaGunawan, MellissaHidayat, DeskaLegira, RennySoependi, MoniqueHarley

Bonheur! :)

2009-09-14T07:56:00.001-07:00

hello! today's blog title is Bonheur. I cited it from a comic named Happy cafe. It's a very nice comic, always makes me happy when i read it. Bonheur itself means HAPPINESS. hope all of us can always share a little joy with others. :) anyway, i quoted this from the comic, it's very good for one who still hasn't find his life purpose. here i share it! :) enjoy..

in life, we meet lots of people, and happen to be in various situation. By passing all that, we grow to be more mature. if at this moment, the path in front of us hasn't been seen, just relax. As long as there is still passion existed in our heart to improve and be better, one day, we'll be able to see that path.

i do really think it's very wise and can be our guidance, when we're lost. :) hopefully it is useful for whoever that read this.

anywa, these past two days, i spend most of my time by being at home. Such a nice-homey-girl i am. LOL. yesterday me and my family were having a little celebration for my little boy cousin. he's 1 years old now! :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Bryan Jonathan Kovith. Yesterday i was having something called "Durian Cake". From it's appearance, i can say it wasnt attractive, but when it got into your mouth. gosh! it tasted GREAT! Slurp! it makes my stomach's growling and my saliva's trickling. Pardon me! *iliketoeatsomuch* ♥♥♥

well...not much to tell about today. i was just driving my sister to her campus. and i REALLY LOVW when it's almost Lebaran. The traffic is so friendly and loveable. hahaha.. *cause i really loathe the traffic jam*. after that, i'm doing nothing, but read lots of comic and novel.i've finished the series that i've said before. The Mentalist is really mesmerizing my mind. cant wait for its season two!

okay! not much to depict. i'll just upload some photos. :)

This is the "cake durian". It doesnt look like cake in my eyes. but who cares?! as long as it tastes great. :))

i guess the tiramisu must be really good, cause the shop's name is Kedai Tiramisu. it must be the most special menu. isnt it?

Birthday Boy! he's so cute yet naughty.

The Phankova's webcaming! :P

webcaming with Dad n Mum. :) miss them.

my family's having the Lebaran present given to the securities in my house area.

Lebaran is coming!! Dont let the grudge remain in our heart! Spread all the happiness and forgiveness to all people around us! :)) xoxo

Ciao.♥

a Happy day! :)

2009-09-12T09:30:00.000-07:00

hey again there! here i update my blog. Because i'm new on blogging, i think i am a little bit too over-excited a.k.a norak. LOL is there anybody can help me with the vocab for "norak"? i cant recall it. my bad!

Last night i had a very strange dream. i'm having three boyfriends?! absurd huh?! hahaha.. however it's just a dream. one says that dream is opposite of reality. so i try to define my dream as "in reality i'm a very faithful girlfriend". *try to think as positive as possible* LOL. anyway, dream is just a dream. no need to take it as something serious. :p

move on to today, it's weekend! yippie! it means going out and enjoying life. today i went to Plaza Indonesia along with my sister, Claudia Phankova.

BOth of us were craving for sushi tei. And finally we hit Sushi tei. Voila! it always tastes good! :)

anyway, i meet all of the MCC member in Canteen EX. It's nice to see that MCC has harvested lots of full-with-potential members. Always hope the best for their preparation n the war! LOL. i dont have any photos to share with u guys. i'll steal it later from one of their FB.

after a quick visit there, i went to meet my besties, gracia, and accompanied her to watch her bro-in-law's band. Guess what?! her brother is gonna sing. oh yeah! renny and monique were coming too. here i share some photos.

killing time by drinking something sweet at Yakun Kaya Toast

plan: having sour sally as late night snack (around 10 something)

result:being rejected by the security! yoghurt's SOLD OUT!

FYI: do you noticed that all the stores have been closed? :P

a silly picture in parking lot

(see my wrecked car) grr!

it's Gracia's bro's performance, singing David Cook - Always be my baby

GUESS WHAT?!

I got a late bday present! :)

my sister bought a novel for me! yippie! :D

okay! i gotta go to sleep now. time is flying so fast, and i HAVE TO sleep now. I have to go church in the morning tomorrow. gotta learn more to improve my blog. haha.. nite all!

my first posting

2009-09-11T05:33:00.000-07:00

hey fellas.. this is my first posting. haha.. i start writing for my blog because i am infected by my sister, Claudia Phankova, blog-virus. LOL :P besides, i have to practice blogging in order to improve my writing's skill. i'm gonna have TOEFL exam next month. Gosh! wish me luck! *crossedfinger*

today is a very free day. yippie! im free from my driver's job *absolutely feel grateful bout that*.

i'm supposed to have chapter 2 of my thesis written today. but i just cant force my self to finish it and i dont even make it to open the word file. fiuh! although i only have three-month time to finish all my thesis, i just feel too lazy and unmotivated. dont copy this! haha..

lately, my days feels incredulous and horrendous. cant tell you why though. it's too private and include third party. but im really praying and hoping that everything's gonna be okay! :D

to lighten up my days, i watch a TV series named THE MENTALIST. i love that film so much. the main lead in that film is so gorgeous because of his cleverness. here i share some photos of it.

it's a really cool film, and i heart it!

i think it's enough for my post today. hopefully my blog also can share something useful. lots of stuff to learn about blogging. kinda make me dizzy LOL. til later!

here some great quote that i used to tell myself :

"life is like bicycle.

u have to keep moving to get balanced.

if u stop, u'll fall"